Charlie or Charles Johnson

About me: retired loner boner, enjoy jacking to bwc straight online sex as sex surrogates for me as a fellow white, look forward to my own wellhung cock immediately upon death in my afterlife, no born again waiting period to a second adulthood, have lived long enough without appreciable ♂ endowment other than my white goatee living off of clitoris-sized penis crumbs, enjoy jacking to straight big cock fellatio very much, view big cocks as sexual surrogates for me, consider them as already from my afterlife because big white cock is what I need and can only get in my afterlife, will not give up sexual sinning if big cocks who are a conduit to my sexual afterlife already get to sin sexually, if a female or her and a friend want to start on my afterlife while I am endowed with a clitoris-sized penis then I'm available for a sort of lesbian/bisexual/shemale local sex for a guy who is 73 years old and has severe shoulder arthritis in my right shoulder from work over my lifetime and I am right-handed, no paid sex vacation for them to come visit me, I'm already down badly with clitoris-sized penis and can't afford a sex vacation for them, just imagine if a guy was clitoris-sized and could not penetrate into a vag all the way to the cervix area of fleshy stalagmites and stalacmites where all the female cave art such as palm prints is, the guy would be sexually blind to on hands and knees doggystyle fucking thus is down badly, I am a female's bouncer out at her clitoris area and not bouncing because of huge cocksize either, if we miraculously get it on in this life I could wear a huge 9" solid rubber phthalate-free realistic dildo inserted into a strapon with a durable black leather harness with them for doggy style, and have Shibari lube for that or water, I'll just place the 9" rubber suction cup over my 3-4" hardon I'll push downward, I'm sure the dildo would fit over the clitoris size I have and because I have earned a 9" size by now and have a cool white male goatee, I don't have much cum anymore at my age of 73, I tried Semenax for a half a year and waited the 2 months for it to kick in, but it never increased the volume the 20% more like it said it would, and actually increased the volume 0%, it increased the intensity of orgasm feel at least 100% but was a dry orgasm and I didn't dig it and quit using it, cum volume is hard to obtain as a male gets older so it's a precious commodity, if I let my orgasms go they would fly all over the place and get on all the furniture and make a mess like they used to in the 70's when I was a neophyte to jacking off, I've never used a big beach towel for that, so I control that now by pointing my cock into a small cup, I've found that my ejaculate gets really reduced when I point it down into the cup, but it does come out cleaner for my surroundings, that's the goal I want to achieve, to be socially responsible...........thought I might relay some stuff I came across a long time ago: 1) I bought an off brand men's mag in 1971, and a fiction article had this- "I dig dope, and I dig sex" 2) bought a Hustler in late 70's or early 80's, the one with the 8 page centerfold, that had an article on a female porn star, Beverly Morris, giving an interview, and she said "Big dicks are prime," I'm glad she felt like that, I agree with her, I dig jacking to bwc online straight big dick sex and hope to have one myself in my afterlife..........you know my penis should be long enough to do doggystyle fucking because when I was about 3 years old I was thrown into a deep end of a pool by an adult neighbor and I had to learn to swim quick because nobody jumped in for me, I had to dog paddle to the side of the pool at the Doraville, Georgia Naval Air Station, I'm not long enough to do doggystyle fucking unless I wore the 9" strapon like I mentioned, but I wouldn't feel a thing, this world is kinda fucked up toward me not rewarding me with dogggystyle capability after having to dog paddle to not drown