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It took a lot of concentration and a lot of effort to keep remembering my breathing and to engage in the techniques I had learned so far.
I almost thought I couldn't do it. I'm going to say I was really close. It hurt really bad.
But once I got a handle on it, it kind of turned into something enjoyable, something pleasurable.
Which, again, me not considering myself a masochist, it's surprising to me every time.
The cattle prod to the pussy, that was awful. There was no way to make that fun.